Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Friday, July 06, 2007

Controversy sells or so they say.
Even writing a blog entry, you have to think of ANGLES.
Aren't blog supposed to be just some 'rubbish chutes' OR ' ranting dumpster'? Yea, like how i am suppossedly doing it now?
No, i'll have an angle for this entry: THE MOTIVATION.

Sometimes, just suddenly, I'll have this motivation; the urge to do something. To complete all the projs, to finish all the exams and the drive to just keep going.
Yes!

But, as sudden as this comes, it fades aways. Once the momentum is lost, there's nothing I would do about it. That's how dejected and just a deflated balloon i've became.
well, i do ponder over this. Is my drive to do well, because of something else? Am I trying to prove to someone I could do well? What am I trying to prove? And who to?

I'm lost. Temporary or so I say.

Am I just burdened down by expectations that people fix it on me?
"I expect you to do this this this...."
" So, this is my least expectation for you..."

But, ultimately I can get away if I want. It's my choice.
If I want out, I will go out.
But, there's this promise that I'll stay.
And, i'll.

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;