Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Sometimes, screaming aloud is good?

Sometimes, having a good bawl will make you feel better.

But, it's in the middle of the night.. where even the slightest bit of noise will wake my whole family out AND get the neighbours dailing the triple-9 they so like, typically neighbours? So, what is the best way to release the mounting level of stress (Or yea.. PRESSURE) and open the floodgates? NO... i will control. Aren't I always controlling? I don't like to kick up a fuss in public or bawl my eyes out in full frontal view of anyone. I mean its just me. I don't feel good being the centre of attraction. Ok, and here you will pause and wonder: "Then, why do I even join drama? Perform? Act? Being in the limelight?" well, reason being theatre is a different thing. Acting is a different matter. If the situation warrants that i need to be in the limelight or act, well.. why not? This is what theatre is allabout. It's live. It's real. Granted, i m not a good actor, neither am i a prima donna... But, there are many othe roles...

Ok.. wierd.. the topic veered to this.. haas.. ok... restraint.

Projects and projects. Argh. feel like complaining but its gonna be soooo boring. shall not do that. shall talk about my DREAM SPANISH TRIP... Ever since we heard that those taking french as an IS module get to go to France, we are thinking of ESPANOL- THE DREAM VACTION! Because we are taking Spanish when school reopen... all those hyperventilation... arrr.... excitement... the foreign tongue... BUT, there's this strong feeling that it's only those taking french who get to go... ( kill the bad omen). I WANT TO FLY.... TO ESPANOL, NO LESS. i don care how demanding i sound.. haas... do i? oh well.. all for espanol! It's been my dream since i started liking the language. Imagine the picturesque scenery, the architecture, the arts... the people... EVERYTHING.

And, to top it off, if i get to go.. it will be my first ever flight! I know this sounds really dumb. But, i have never never been on a flight, grace the seats, pass the gates, say hello to the flight attendent and eat the microwaved food. This will be my first step to travelling to prepare me for BACKPACKING across the globe. haas...

*fantasy again*

ESPANOL does have the power to make one swoon and just drop everything into the abyss.

ok, enough about that. Shall move on to Live The Dream auditions. Went to help out 2 sundays and it's really rewarding to a certain extent. cant reveal too much if not there will be some copyrights and some legal restrictions... So, one thing to say is... we saw Utt. And, he's so totally not stuck-up and all like how people stereotype a celeb. haas.. Good job! It's really an experience working behind the scenes and all... A different perspective and being in a real media environment.

That's what it's all about.

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;