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Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande
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...Beauty in the eye of the beholder
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
I said my final goodbye to you, knowing that you are in a better place. At least I am comforted in the sense that you are not suffering anymore, that you are rested well and that you lived your life to the fullest. You made a difference in my life and this will never be erased even when you are no longer around.
Before today, I chose not to believe that you are really gone.
I composed myself not to cry because Dennis will want a happy farewell. And, I did not cry. Many times, tears threatened to spill especially when I saw the article and when I talked to your mother. But, I controlled. However, when I walked out of the wake, I kept thinking of all the good times we had and how cruel it was to have it all taken away in a blink of an eye.
Emotions swarm in my head and memories flooded my brain. I am sad but I am not one with expressing myself. I don’t know how and when to. Yet, on the train ride back, a tear spilled.
And, you are really gone.
Dennis, I hope you are happy wherever you are now.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
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