Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Yes, i came to realize that its been kind of long since i last posted on new year. How many weeks have gone by without me knowing? These 2 weeks or so have been like a long train ride, going through tunnels and never seem to stop at any station. Everyday, its almost been a routine for me to stay up till the wee hours in the morning. Written comm essay, socpsy test, socpsy journal... Now, adding on will be proposal essay, accessed tutorial for socpsy, final accessed speech, debate,radio information capsule, IAC presentation... When can it all come to a standstill? When will everything fall into place?

Conflict is a struggle. So, am i engaged in a conflict now? against my inner self?

There's this day when i am quite unhappy in school. I wont elaborate any further because we know that blogs are not the best place to vent your frustrations towards someone or something. This particular written 'evidence' will then be testimony on the further actions and continued agression. So, i would rather remain silent. Just that, after some pondering at home, i came to a conclusion that i should naver judge others based on what they are labelled. ( yes, socpsy.) i should give them a chance to prove their worth and deploy the use of an extensional device. Judging a book by its cover might not give anyone a clear picture of whatsgoing on beneath it.

Always been this way. I can be really down at the particular moment and it will show on my facial expressions but i can be perfectly alright after i sorted out my thoughts. I don't wallow in self-pity and go around mopping over something i can't change, but rather work with it.. work along it. I don't see te point in getting yourself bent out of shape because of something so insignificant. Something i can solve. Pressed for time, tired mentality, continuous cycle of insanity: all these have remedies. So, why even get chronic depression or worse still, procrastinate and wait for an answer from the skies.

Procrastination will bring us nowhere. Learning to live with what the world has to offer is the work of a true hero!

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;