Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Friday, December 29, 2006

Sometimes its feels as if time is not by your side and that everything is just moving too fast. U cant pull the lever to make it short and you can't snap your fingers to make the world come to a standstill. Yet, sometimes people just need a breather. Even if its the tiniest moment in life to pause and rest. yes. Even that. See how desperate i m.. And u better believe it.. desperate for some time to rest. Some time away from all the insanity wrapping my life now.. I am screaming, like a silent protest against all that takes my breath. My voice raw from emotions, my mind a whirlwind of images, but i continued my tyranny amongst all the others.

Because, it is this that kept me going. The adrenaline cruising through my veins serves as my petrol to move, to go. After this, i w won't complain no further. Or do I? Come to think of it, no single moment i spend is wasted. Because, like what Mitch Albom said, " Only time spent thinking that you are alone is time wasted." I am not alone in this battle. I have people who care for me. And, being alive is the greatest thing being bestowed upon. Nobody is born to be wasted. Nobody is born to be useless. Because, you are alive while others are not. Sometimes, people sacrifice so that others can live; for a purpose. Even if its for a stranger. 'cause, a stranger is just family you have yet to recognise. Everyone of our lives intersect in one way or another. We may not recognise the person we pass on the street or the person you knocked into on your way out. Yet, our lives have already intersected. Some of the stuff we wont make sense of now but we'll in the future.

Love ourselves before you learn to love others.

The above seems very philosophical and might just be a load of crap but they are my thoughts and so be it. I learnt a lot from Mitch Albom. He's a great writer.

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Went out wif jel n zj today.. haas.. kind of long since i last saw either of them.. esp jel.. that girl went MISSING! haas.. i almost put out a search for her.. haas.. kidding! But anyway, an enjoyable movie: Night at the museum and a game of bowling.. hmm.. which apparently i do not know how in the earth to bowl.. So, i ended up throwing the ball instead.. And, it went so slow that it jammed the machine.. grr.. But, well.. its fun.. A break from my insanity! haas.. School reopening soon.. Lets all have a good year ahead...

Happy new year 2007...

P.S. get rid of my workload...

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