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Saturday, December 23, 2006

I am really suppossed to be doing my para outlines now.. i mean seriously.. the assignments are like piling up.. who says this sem is going to be an easy life? i beg to differ.. i shld really peel myself off from this technology which robs my precious time.. I have minimal time and yet i spend them typing away at this place... Argh.. really shld get off.. oh.. come on..

But its going to be christmas soon.. Surely i deserve a break? even if it jus a small small one..

After the malaysia trip, thinga hav been kind of hectic.. Been rushing my projs, meetings and all... Sometimes it feels as though 24 hrs are hardly enough.. Bring on the 36hrs.. the 72 hrs( oh.. i hope not..)! i mean.. its christmas ppl.. Its party time.. Don be a sod.. get urself out dere in the crowd.. let the lights along orchard roas blind you with their dazzle.. let the music make you groove away.. let the world around you dissolve into tiny bits and trickle away.. this is what all of us deserve.. A party of the nation!

Yet, access denied.

Reasons we know. Reasons not worth knowing. But, i console myself with the New Year! At least smth to look forth.

In the morning, i don feel good. In fact, my mood was kind of lousy. I'm unhappy. I shall not flood tis post wif all the misgivings because nobody deserves this right? Its suppossed to be a happy day.. BUt, i hav since recovered. I dont noe y i m always de first to apologise.. first to bow down in the face of an argument. I jus do. Call me coward... Whatever you like because i jus don like to be caught in these matters, because it will jus blow everything out of proportion and at that time.. it will be unstoppable! If its just a sorry that can help matters, let me do it.

But, sometimes SORRY does not help.

But, shall not dwell on it.. because i m really alright again.. nonchalant? not really.. but fine. Because i noe.. Christmas is here. I'll be happy.. Everyone will be happy!

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;