Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Monday, August 14, 2006

A few more days before i turn 17...
Reflections on the past year:

.. i took my first job at F.C.U.K
.. enjoyed my time at IRAS
.. took my 'o' level results
.. passed my maths n a.maths for once
.. left NCHS
.. made my choice of joining Ngee Ann Poly, Mass Communications
.. first day of school
.. a let down towards someone
.. a surprise declaration
.. joining Poly Stage F'Actor
.. debut performance in PSF
.. made lots of great frens
.. lost some close contacts
.. realise the importance of friendship
.. exploring the night Singapore
.. enjoying the fireworks

I asked myself... did i truly enjoy myself this past year, these past months? i only hav the answer: a mixture of both. Sometimes the weeks can stretch where my life is as plain as broth, sometimes the days will be as glorious as the next... Before i came to realise, around 4 mths of poly life has gone by in a blur... many happy and sad moments... i hav gained and lost... Disappointments and longings.. smiles and laughters...

When i look at the people who throughout all this upheaval, still remained close to my heart.. i wonder if i shld hav a smile plastered upon my face or shld i shake my head in disappointment at the loss? Those who are there, and those who aren't.. As long as i know you, a fren u hav became..

To those i hav hurt unintentionally, i can only offer my apologies.. I hav no idea what the future offers and what i will hav to encounter.. but, is there really a tink as forever? i really do not know.. but, its really in the pits to know that i caused heartache.. don drop a tear because i m not worth it? With partings come heartache, with new lease come laughter.. besides wishing for your happiness, tell me what else i can do.. leave everything to fate... i believe in destiny..

If ever a listening ear is needed, i will be there..
This is a promise.

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;