Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Sunday, July 30, 2006

at home instead of being in sch.. i m not trying to play truant though.. i wud much like to go to sch instead of being accompanied by greadful medicine.. As predicted from my last post, i fell sick.. as in really high fever at a burning 38 plus.. the highest being 39.1.. went to the doc.. but the fever has still yet subsided..And its already the second day.. feeling sick jus ruins everything.. Cant even keep any food down.. Lingering bitter taste of the medicine in the mouth.. argh.. i hav a wish.. a wish to get better.. cuz i noe feeling sick adding to monday blues are just horrid.

Tons of projs to do.. webgraph flash assignment.. graphcomm business cards n photos,marketing presentation n exam, medisoc exam, locvid editing of final proj.. The worse thing being that i cant even get started on any of the above as i m feeling real drowsy from all those med.. But alas, i need to complete them.. And, on top of that, i hav psf production to worry my head off.. i m not a gd actor.. i cant act for goodness sake.. y m i chosen always remains a mystery.. But since i m chosen, its my responsibility to play the role well n immerse myself within.. IS it hte prob of no chemistry? or does the prob lies with me? I cant really handle emotional stuff.. prob that's de reason y icant get into the role as i wud like to.. Looking at my performance, i feel as if i m watching Singapore's idols elimintaion rounds.. I cringed when i look back at my own performance.. that bad.. Yes, i know saying this is not a good PR for the production.. but that's just the way things r.. As quoted from my cousin:" Time is not enough to do my part well..". how true is this?

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