Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Ok, i guess its been quite sometime since i updated.. Or not really..3 days? hmm.. i guess shld be around dere.. i hav been slogging my guts out for sch.. i m dead serious bout it.. i don even hav time for a proper rest.. not even time to really complete my assignments.. i m still trying to now.. Wonder wat i hav been busying wif at sch?

mon- lectures all day long, attempted to find mr. emilio for digitising but..
tues- locvid where we did our digitising n export back to tapes.. there's tis sense of accomplishment when u see ur video being shown, yea? And, of cuz for de nxt part of the day.. yes.. psf..( will elaborate on dat lata..)
wed- today.. aft psf which ended lata n i went home late... hav to crawl up extra early today for sports n wellness.. Volleyball! wa.. And apparently, there is a competition, inter-class tink to mark de end of the module.. takes place 2 weeks from now.. And its COMPULSORY! wat is this? i m really bad at it.. i tink i m so going to embarass myself on dat day.. yikes! And we formed a team called -- I- BALLS! haa.. its kind of comical.. well..

Ok, next.. move on to psf.. i hav a whole lot of rumblings bout it.. Ok, as in my previous posts, i mentioned bout psf's minor production.. ok.. So, its decided on 3 short plays.. One on Army Daze, One on Virtual Vs Reality and lastly L.A.M.E.. de last 2 created by Dennis.. Ok, n ytd we were sort of suppossed to audition for de roles.. Or rather we were chosen to audition de roles.. And,i was chosen to audition for the play --Virtual Vs Reality.. Before dat, i shall write bout the sypnosis first..

Sypnosis: girl meets boy in IRC. They arranged to meet up. It about how a naive teenage girl meets the guy and didn't realise his true colours till...

There r like onli 2 characters in tis whole script.. And the script is like 12 whole pages where i hav to appear on every scene.. Can u believe dat? And, after de auditions, i m selected, at least for now... depending on whether i will skip too much sessions.. yea.. But, i seriously cant believe how i m selected.. during the audition, first round i m so monotonous dat even dennis cant bear to watch i guess.. But, when the male lead's changed he wans me to go over it again.. n apparently he feels its better.. ( though i feel no diff.. i m still as bad.. ) but, all in all i m selected.. But, its like 12 pages... So many lines.. Ok, 4 yrs in drama in NCHS, when did u guys ever see me wif such a long script? none rite? So, this came as a huge shock.. Not adding dat the storyline is like... dots..

What happens on stage belongs on stage. Whatever feelings and emotions involved only ends when the director calls for wrap- up for the day. Professionalism perceives that-- On the stage, do your best. Get out of character once its done!

I did not change. i never will. The things that change are the times apart. The first time i m not decisive enough, the second hurts even more.. i hav never thot of changing nor am i not what i used to be.. i don't noe what suffices that makes this statement true to u but if ever i did, pls let me noe straight. Letting everything go.. i believe its time.. it not dat i don hold on to the past but will holding on make any difference? It won't be the same again.. Its hard, n i m no hypocrite to say it doesn't mean a thing.. letting go is not easy for me too..

This is getting way out of control.. Things don work out on its own anymore.. I wished this week will end soon..

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