Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Friday, July 07, 2006

Things are kind of going crazy in my schedule.. everything is piling up.. higher and higher with each passing day.. It doesn't seem to stop for a breather.. It's like a machine, collecting all my assignments everyday.. never stopping in its path..Finding solutions has been hard.. Working on them even tougher.. One day, it will all cease to exist.. At that time, will i den be truly happy? I hav no idea.. But, sometimes busying yourself is not such a bad idea.. at least it keeps ur mind from wondering..

Projects streaming in.. name it! Rehearsals flowing in all directions..

And talking about the last rehearsal, i m kind of tired n drained esp aft a long day.. So, i guess.. my expression was quite monotonous.. i kind of tune out what's been said.. ha.. kind of feeling bad.. but, i m really tired.. I din do well partly cuz of dat.. or rather i m jus a bad actor? That's for u guys to decide but i jus feel dat i din give my best shot.. i worry too much about how others view me.. I din get into the character like i m suppossed to.. like two poles apart..

I want to try it again.

Don't follow me
Don't read into me
Don't be there
Don't say things that are redundant
Don't.. Pls don't do this to me..

It's enough..
Just let things stop,
let things go..

Let me off.
This is doing nobody any good..
Nobody. Nothing. Zilch.

P.s. The 9pm police show ended! a sad ending.. why? i hate it.. sad endings.. But, the guy was sweet bout it! at least its smth..

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;