Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Maybe, jus maybe... this is not my way.
Not the path that truly belongs to me..
not the one i m seeking for..

The bright lights no longer beckon,
the ground no longer calls,
the place i once belonged
no longer there..

Am i disillusioned?
Are all that i hav
a mirage?
Jus part of my fictional imagination,
a dream tucked at the seams.

Maybe, jus maybe
this is not what i am.

Tues-
terrible terrible day.. As from my previous blog entry, i was supposed to head to bugis to meet up with the dj.. for my interview.. And, well.. we r sort of considered late meeting her as she was already dere when we reached.. First 'no' in an interview: never make your interviewee wait.. utter disrespect! And next, its worse... When we start to record, i was sort of in a jumble, prob due to the rushing and all.. so i m not my composed self.. (though i m usually not that composed either..)So, ok.. next came the worse tink.. THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT in my life... We have to re- record due to technical glitch which is oso one of the main prob dat fateful day.. Ok, n during the re- record, i called the dj by the wrong name- her colleague's name in front of the cam, n to her face.. i din even realised that till when all eyes were on me.. wa.. i seriously blushed right down to my veins.. this is so bad.. i tink its due to before the recording, i keep hearing my fren saying about this dy.. n this piece of info sort of got imprinted in my mind.. So, yes... i feel so terribly downcast aft which... totally screwed up..

So, the four of us went to take neoprints! Its been a while since i hav taken neoprints.. And we tried 2 machines.. And, the effect was super hilarious.. Everything turned out to be.. hmm... ok.. But, coming to the next climatic part- my fren lost her phone, is a sony erricson walkman phone.. super ex i guess,, And, aft we came out onli 2 grps of ppl went in.. n we went forth to sk this particular grp if they saw it.. And the 2 girls said no.. We requested the shopkeeper to search their bags.. i noe this may seem very rude but its really necessary during that time.. We hav no choice.. I kind of feel bad out it n prepared myself to hearing the bad news of not being able to find.. Buy lo and beholdm, its in the girl's bag.. And she returned to us. without the hint of remorse.. And saying this dumd line: " i jus wan to teach u(my fren) a lesson, cuz my cousin oso leave her things around.. so, i kept ur phone to see what happens.." this blatant daylight theft masked over by this outright lie.. Does she think we are three yrs olds?Good tink we din pursue the matter, or dat person will end up in jail.. prob revengeful.. i hav never experienced smth so bad happen to any one of my fens or me..

Jus why r ppl jus so petty? selfish? Can't they think of what the consequences r of stealing? What good does education serves them then, if this is the kind of morals they hav.. Teach us a lesson? y not try teaching urself first?

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