Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Thursday, June 15, 2006

These past few days, though its the hols, it doesn't even seem like the hols to me.. went back to sch every so often.. somedays for make- up lessons, den for some filming stuff.. What is this? Are these really called hols? or jus plain study week? i hav absolutely no idea.. And, nxt week tests and exams again.. medisoc and marketing.. a wizened old tb, tons of notes, concepts and stuff.. argh.. No.. not again.. 3 days of nxt week robbed again.. And sch will reopen, wif me feeling as if there's not even a break... i noe these chunk of writing is a nonesencical piece, cuz i m jus rumbling in frustrations.. nothing content- worthy or anything but jus a vent for me to release the steam boiling within me..

Sometimes its not that i don wan to go out wif u guys but rather the circumstances present.. i m really drained.. both physically and emotionally.. i really hate the travelling part of everyday to sch.. the trains, the buses, the switchcheroo... Don't u tink i wish i could jus go out wif u guys n kick back, relax? but its jus the prob wif sch, exams, projs.. Sorry ppl for forsaking u all...

LAstly, Though i noe the damage is done, is irreversible, the pain so deep.. but.. if i don say this to u now, u will wait even longer rite? u will keep waiting but i dunno if i will ever be...i dunno..ready.. Are the words i said really too harsh?

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