Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Saturday, May 13, 2006

11/5: wll, tis day went to meet up wif efiling frens.. ha.. At orchard rd.. And we decided to go catch a 'raving' movie.. haa.. ok, oh.. And mr. Bala finally finished the ANGELS AND DEMONS bk... muz say congrats ah.. seemed like an eternity lo.. ~duh.. ok la, quite fast? (sorry, i m tellin a lie..haa..)ok, so aft dat when everybody arrived, which was like quite some time cuz a number of them late.. And i still thot i gonna be late and rushed dere.. but lo and behold i can still be considered on time.. Hmm, well.. so aft dat went to catch the movie--'POSEIDON'. well, its quite a nice movie though at some parts really feel as if my heart's in my mouth waiting to jump out, and quite sad though cuz a lot of ppl died.. its jus heart-stoppting? And, the best tink was that i keep commenting during the movie:" like hoping the gut don die and stuff like dat.." i tink mr.bala muz be kinda irritated lo.. so bad la.. keep asking me to shut up.. haas.. hey, not my fault de movie so 'exciting' lo..hee.. ok, den aft dat hav to rush home lo.. So well, depart outside Tangs..

12/5:well, i so don like being dragged back to sch on a sat, its quite saddeding.. one less weekend for me.. and wat's more i still gonna travel so far jus to reach sch.. its jus horrible.. y did i even choose a sch dat is so far from my hse.. Am i really in a perfect state of mind when i m choosing my schs? i wonder.. ha.. ok lo, actually that's how i tink before i actually stepped into de sch..

So well, aft dat.. We had some games, some stuff that has to do wif acting? i guess so.. but they are really a laugh..a lot of short skits put up today were hilarious to the core.. Fantastic ideas, lame jokes, ice-breaker( though today really quite little ppl..duh..) haaz..Actually its quite a fun afternoon, i hav to admit.. Though the sort of hearts@np event where all the performing grps in np havto like gather togather to forge a closer bond or smth..But, i tink quite a couple of us feel that its quite lame.. ok.. sorry to the organisers ah.. (muz be crying inside the bedroom lol)hee.. And, the band music really so darn loud.. not even considered music to my ears.. guess i'm not someone who appreciates rock band music... its jus defeaning..

And, ended my day by goin off from de event earlier cuz i need to reach my gran's hse which is at sengkang at around 8.. which i so did not reach on time.. so, shron n i came out first.. Oh, and so nice of Ian to acc us all de way out to de bus-stop..And, still walk back all de way aft we board de bus.. hmm.. really thank u.. Its been a great day in de end i guess..

personal composition: Turned away
from the peace, the sercurity
my safety anchor afloat.

I, lost the key,
my past enclosed,
behind the huge metal gates
And, a 'thud' sounded.

Blue hues of misery,
black foreboding
Not a glimmer, not a gliter
Nothing.

Where am i?

stepped past the boundaries,
heart strings tore,
voices echoed fear
No lights; black.

with heart in my mouth,
limbs numbed,
face flushed ashen,
I stumbled.

Then,
lights glared.
Air rushed past,
Everything swirled within.

A gaping hole present,
the intensity gratifying,
I'm sucked in,
admist everything.

A new leash on life,
irony upon its peak.

Yearned for my key,
the past to behold
picturesque beauty.

Not this, not now
Walls closing in,
bars of steel enclosing,
Let me out!

Where is my keyhole?

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Don't be so nice to me.. ur little gestures will really touch me easily.. i don wan to feel touched.. i will fall deeply.. i don wan to..And, ur confession thrown me off guard, stripped me of any defense.. its really too fast, too furious. Lets put a halt first! i don tink i m ready for that.. not now.. this is all jus a new beginning for me.. i feel its all too fast.. sorry..

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;