Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

These few days hav really got me gasping for breath..The work load is really terrible! All the datelines are jus one or two weeks away, and when ppl in jcs and sec sch are having their hols, there we are rushing against the elements.. Is it really worth it? Jus now, during CATS, the lecturer asked me y i chose Np and if i can gian entry into a jc.. DAt made me think.. well, but in de end i tell her this:" i hav no idea, since the reason of distance is out." yep.. Ok, And today's SW though i don serve and do underhand pass, and onli volley the ball.. ok.. and the humoungous appetite of physicals.. I m drained physically and emotionally.. By the time i reach CATS class, i m already 'stoning'. I tink whatever the lecturer said i don really pay attention.. ha.. but credit to me that i tried to participate in the discussions.. haa.. And, aft sch, i hav got filming for location video prod... we are supposed to shoot a few scenes on the topic evolving around the vending machine.. And, we can't find an actor so in de end, i jus well.. presummably act lo.. But, the equipments we used are so cool.. Gadgets i hav onli seen used by tv crews... And, aft dat jus wrapped up and go off.. Along the way back, i really feel so blurr-ed.. feel like dozing off.. and i almost missed the train stop at outram.. really tired..

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well, prob due to psf meetings the day before.. which ends at like 9 or 9 plis.. n resulting in me reaching home at bout 10 plus i guess.. With no dinner, jus a shepard's pie to last me for a whole day.. grr.. But, psf was kinda fun i guess.. all the trainings stuff that has some sort of similarit to my sec sch stuff.. made me nostalagic, missed drama club in sec sch.. haa.. rite.. But, its really a successful one cuz i feel more shaped in aft all the routines n act- outs.. hmm.. well.. though there are some discrepancies along the way.. but still its fun..

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Saying this, made me think about stuff-- stuff about myself! It made me think.. what kind of person do i belong to? introvert or extrovert? I am no introvert cuz i can't really stay still for a min.. i like to move about.. i like to learn new stuff.. i can really chatter non stop to ppl i feel really comfortable with or that i noe for some time, i like being on the move.. So, i really dunno.. However, i m no extrovert too.. i actually prefer going home and rest to going out wif my frens aft sch.. as in now.. ( not during sec sch days..), i don really talk when i feel very tired-- i will jus clam up.. And i do like some alone time where i can jus slack and not do anything at home..And, i don go around introducing myself to a new grp of ppl..

haa.. so shld i be in the middle? or are we suppossed to chosse which side of the fence we belong to?

Beauty in the eye of the beholder;