Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Friday, May 19, 2006

Meeting datelines, rushing thru projects, 'camping' overnight with the projects.. Is that all dat is suppossed to be? Is that wat my 3 yrs are suppossed to be? It's like a 'dog-eat- dog' environment, where only the fittest survive..(Still rem the book on 'call of the wild' where we hav to read in sec one.. haa..), the weakest becomes the play.. Totally Darwin's theory of revolution.. Everything is competitive.. u neva noe wat is real and wat is not.. Everything is contained within itself.. There is no time for a breather, no time for long talks.. nothing.. What we should hav is the determnination to race against time, to have the will the put up with the insanity of pressing datlines and to emerge a stronger being.. This is what 3 yrs of mass communications in Np brings to me? Or will all these take a toll on me, draining me physically and emotionally? Considering the factor of time, distance and motion.. Its really a dread..

However, at least now i m studying stuff i like, stuff i m interested in, stuff i won ever feel bored doing, stuff i m passionate about.. i guess its a good tink, isn't it? i mean all the things learnt in tis course are not subjects i forced myself to accept.. i actually enjoyed them n feel that i belong.. that i m a part of tis nonsenscical world of media, of films, of design, of language..Feeling in sync with the modules i take, with the path i hav chosen.. I m truly happy.. i set my goal of coming to tis course n i made it.. Throughout the process i hav felled but i moved on.. And, yes.. i m proud to say tis is my fruit of labour..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Once again, today the day drones on.. graph comm n web comm.. Both has thedesign element.. itsa fun i guess, but so many steps at a time, i kind of cant get it, n got lost in the middle of the track.. So, the resulting one might be that i hav some facts that are uncleared... And, i get more stressed up on the bauhaus project as the lecturer taught on how to get good phamplets done etc... And the dateline is really pressing.. Not forgetting that after sch todae, went to do proj on marketing green tea.. So, a fully packed day.. lack thereof.
p.s. how to get photoshop?

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