Magical TurnAbout-- Let Me Spin A Tale, A ThouSaNd LighTs, A StaGe as Grande

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Attached. Detached. What is this world coming to? why do i suddenly feel attached to something,someone yet the next moment i feel detached from that particular thing? As if i hav never been attached to it before, as if its drifting further away from me-- the ties,the bond, the times. As i look at the place i m once part of, the memories that once contained me.. Suddenly, all's been replaced, i m no longer there.. once there, done that.. but not now. this is the feeling of detached. Live in the moment, but is there really a thing called memories? a thing called attachment?
ok, enough about his talk, now come the more impt part.. My orientation tmr.
I am kinda nervous but yet at the same time excited about meeting new ppl, going into the school, a new environment. I fear i will get lost inside the big campus.. being late for my first day.. meeting new ppl.. diving into a new environment..i fear. What will tmr's orientation be like? will everyone hav found their own cliques? how will de lessons be like? where do i stand in all this?
Questions like these keep surfacing, just one day before my orientation, can u believe it? Argh.. i m so not going to let these questions take over my head.. i promise myself a new beginning, at studies, at school, on friends and on life.i will work hard to reach my goal of going into a university.
Now, i m really so sad.. i m not accepted into the spanish course. they cancelled the class.. waht is this? i m so terribly down now.. don bother me!

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