Sunday, April 30, 2006
Communication can take many forms. Interpersonal, Intrapersonal and Mass... of the three, interpersonal can be the falling point between two communicators. How close must you be to the person to establish a pretty good conversaton just between the two of you? Awkward pauses. Long silence that stretches into eternity. Or continual cuts in the conversation. there are many channels for you to express ur msg to this other person but the msg might not get through and results in awkward pauses.. such as.. hmm.. ahh...
I, for one am not best with interpersonal communication. I tend to retreat back to the safety of my 'shell' and not blabber in the fear of saying smth real stupig or embarrassing. Yet, that only applies to ppl whom i hav yet to get used to being around. I want to get rid of this 'barrier' but i guess time has to be it. i need to feel at ease with that person to really talk and joke around. haa.. And when i reach that stage, i can practically be crazy and start talking tons of stuff that dont make sense.
Now, poly life has past fer one wk and yes, great times. A lot of things to get used to, surroundings, ppl and yes.. Communication. i need to think before i talk, not to be intellectual but just in the case of not embarrassing myself? haa.. ok.. end here first..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Thursday, April 27, 2006
New school, new environment, new people..
A whole new world for me everyday as i step into the campus, everything seems to amaze me even boring stuff like the tb itself and the content.. The whole place is quite heterogenous in the sense that there are seemingly a lot of stuff happening at one time and a variety of it.. It is a kinda cool place nonetheless and i din regret in my choice of making np the place to be..
Yet, i gets kinda bummed out at the start and end of the day.. It might be due to the long dist that i hav to travel practically everyday to get home.. And in addition, i hav to lug my ibook around the whole way.. It gets kind of tiring after a while.. An ibook wud be cool, no doubt.. surfing in the campus is another plus point.. but jus the weight is a double negative point.. or shld it be triple or a gazillion of negatives? haa.. i'm getting a bit cranky i guess.. Argh.. but nothing really exciting happens everyday, jus norm lessons and my fave shepard's pie from the atrium.. oh, and Factfile:" do u noe that sheperd's pie has the beefy element inside? and it tastes so good afterall..hmm.. ".. sorry i jus realised it when someone told me.. haa.. don laugh, peeps!
ok, when my life gets boring, i tend to be nostalagic and relatively a sad basket.. i will start doing self-pity kind of stuff and go around doing all sort of crazy stuff.. argh.. i m jus knocked out, head-over-heels.. well, shall end here, at least i hav some yummy, hot steaming dinner awaiting for my majestic presence! haa..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Monday, April 24, 2006
well, today tried a new route to sch.. woah.. de mrt ride still ok lo.. shorter but not very much, cuz still hav to walk a long way at outram.. so well.. And aft dat at the clementi interchange still hav to change bus though.. so well it all adds up to bout the same though.. ok, so aft dat hav to hunt for lecture theatre and its so wierd, its in the health sciences blk.. oh well.. And good tink we were not veri late.. So atarted the lecture for Media In Society.. quite like GP in jc though.. got topics to debate and discuss.. haa.. And break fer 2 hrs of lunch.. den lessons of location video production where de lecturer, who happens to be from spanish.. is like so super funny and definitely cool... keep cracking lame jokes which left the whole theatre in hystrics.. And we hav him as our advisor.. haa.. bound to be lots of fun.. i hope? And already there r proj to be due though hav not started or anything.. ok.. Aft dat, Graphics communication lecture.. a lot of design stuff like photoshop.. kinda fun i guess-- the design element! ok.. last lecture of the tiring day-- marketing communication which was kinda hard-core as well.. a lot of things to understand and put to use.. no memorising.. none.. So ok, print notes and stuff from mel n dat's my day..
My first day over.. kinda happy, though nothing much.. ok.. tmr lessons at 9.. argh.. gonna go sleep.. tata.. will put up de photos soon!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Friday, April 21, 2006
woah.. the day went off to actually quite a bad start cuz i m almost late for my orientation.. the bus ride was so long and slow.. And its still un airconditioned so that all the dust and soot came flying thru the window.. argh.. jus a terrible bus ride to begin wif.. and when i reach the sch, the campus is so darn big and i hav to ask the sercurity guard where is the building.. i tink if mon rolls, i m sure gonna get lost in this big campus. haa..
ok, at first i went there alone.. all to a new environment. a feeling of desolation. so i jus mingle around and check to see my orientation grp, or rather tutorial class.. Oh, and i saw jt and ashley dere, so ok gt to tok wif them.. feeling better i guess.. So, aft dat we went to this lecture theatre where we go off to our own tutorial classes and my tutorial class ppl were like so hyper.. all very upbeat.. And everyone was like saying hi here and dere, shouting around, playing and goofing.. haa.. the facilitators, the seniors and all were so hyper oso.. keep screaming.. esp when we were at the sports stadium.. gt cheering of some sort.. but i leave halfway.. haa.. so well.. but the feeling is jus so addictive, so great.. though now when i check my time table, i dunno how to see.. oh dead.. there's 2 time tables-- one is called class schedule, one is called class time table.. So how, hmm,, i guess i better msg my class those peeps and ask how..
Next up-- bbq.
I went home and came out again to meet the gang at novena.. they are so late, can? me and olivia the earliest.. And the best part was when ningxi and farizah both called our hps and both rang at the same time. So we were like jabbering into the phone while hearing what each other's toking.. hilarious.So ok, then the whole grp troop off to bedok where mr.chaffeur aka Alex picked us up in his pick-up..(hey, rhymes ah..).. And when we get onto his lorry, me and farizah sat up front, and u noe what he says.. "to hold tight, and he's a reckless driver..".. wa.. i'm like :" i want to reach in one piece.." haa.. ok.. And Alex brought his bike which was so big and when i attempt to mount, i *ahem* fell over.. such an ugly sight.. so utterly embarrassed and apparently everyone saw it lo.. Argh.. note: to sy and tomo, i dunno how u all found my blog but if u see this don laugh ah.. haa.. Not my fault la, its the bike too big.. shld bring a smaller bike.. so irritating..
ok, then we reach the pit in one piece, surprisingly.. haa.. And farook u noe wat he did, he gave me the choc-- kinder bueno.. haa.. so surprised and touched at the same time, cuz i was playing when i say i wan a choc and he really get it for me.. haa.. ok, thanks pal! first time u seem so good.. haa.. ok, yea then settle down to eat.. And its oso the first bbq where the guys cook for us.. woah..( guys, don grin when u see this.. haa.. or don let ur head swell..) oh, the best is my marshmallows.. nice roasting, yipee.. i luv them.. the best i hav made.. And when farizah says jai is daddy, guess wat i did, although a bit lamw.. hmm.. i say i offer him a stick of marshmallow which is sugar.. so he became SUGARDADDY.. haa.. the same term appears again! ok la.. so lata got a lot of photo snaps, coool.. funky.. all sorts of posts.. i will be uploading those photos to my friendster, will take some time..
Oh, lastly, tomo u r so luckycuz actually Alex they all plan to throw u into the water and but some kind of compassion arise within them in the nick of time, so u r safe! Till the next time to dunno wat st. john's island i dunno where.. thought is a cca lol.. haa.. ok, and with that ningxu dad fetch us home, thank u.. And so bad the supervisors cant come, if not even more fun.. well, send my regards to them.. Tata.. (whew, its such a long post!)
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Attached. Detached. What is this world coming to? why do i suddenly feel attached to something,someone yet the next moment i feel detached from that particular thing? As if i hav never been attached to it before, as if its drifting further away from me-- the ties,the bond, the times. As i look at the place i m once part of, the memories that once contained me.. Suddenly, all's been replaced, i m no longer there.. once there, done that.. but not now. this is the feeling of detached. Live in the moment, but is there really a thing called memories? a thing called attachment?
ok, enough about his talk, now come the more impt part.. My orientation tmr.
I am kinda nervous but yet at the same time excited about meeting new ppl, going into the school, a new environment. I fear i will get lost inside the big campus.. being late for my first day.. meeting new ppl.. diving into a new environment..i fear. What will tmr's orientation be like? will everyone hav found their own cliques? how will de lessons be like? where do i stand in all this?
Questions like these keep surfacing, just one day before my orientation, can u believe it? Argh.. i m so not going to let these questions take over my head.. i promise myself a new beginning, at studies, at school, on friends and on life.i will work hard to reach my goal of going into a university.
Now, i m really so sad.. i m not accepted into the spanish course. they cancelled the class.. waht is this? i m so terribly down now.. don bother me!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Monday, April 17, 2006
I m sick.. first and second day of no work and i m sick.. this is sho terribly unfair.. ah.. down with flu and fever.. but good tink the fever subsided so i m feeling much better, but well.. its jus a waste of my time being home sick.. i wan to go out! I still hav tons of stuff that i hav not get.. and onli a few days left to starting of school.. time is jus sho short.. jus sho fast.. time steals away steathily, without u and i ever knowing till its gone..
I m just feeling so bored on this one fine day that waht i m writing here might jus be all crap.. I don like being locked up.. i like to move about, so staying at home on this one fine day is horrible for me.. jai they all once said that i cant stand still for one min and i keep knocking into ppl, and u noe wat.. i guess its quite true.. haa.. i really cant stand still for one min.. i need to be on the constant move.. So, i tink i might be hyperactive! haa.. Any cure?
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Todae i wake up and it feels as if something's wrong, as if a piece of my life's been sucked away, leaving only the hollow case of mine.. Before todae, i spend almost every waking moment at work. but not now.. not anymore.. This morning, i woke up quite early and when i sat up on my bed, i suddenly feel as though i shld be somewhere instead of here.. yes.. at work..
But i m not really known for being a workaholic yet i feel somehow attached to work..I thought a lot, flashing thru memories and mostly thinking, and waves of desolation overcame me.. What's wrong with me? I enjoy the extra hours of sleep yet as i was doing housework, something doesnt click at all.. something's terribly wrong.. But i guess, i jus hav to take some time to settle down and really concentrate on my studies-- my next mission, my next task.
when I was young, a treasure map
was spread in my mind
making sure that someone unknown won't take
the miraculous place that I've been searching for
right now, it's life filled with dusts
someday, I'll leave it up to
everything's time
if the world ever changes
take me to myself that never knew a thing
making sure that memories won't fade away
copyrighted and extracted fromhttp://www.animelyrics.com/anime/onepiece/memories.htm
This time, yesterday.. what am i doing?
Searching for the farmiliar faces in the sea of people, like a hawk on its prey.. i found my buoy.
Now, sitting on the recliner-i spin, just like how my life is going to undergo a major construction. Apprehension at what's going to be in stall for me, being independent, making new friends, meeting new challenges. that's what it's like for school to start? i m not sure..
I enter the school, a foreign realm where all my uncertainties surfaced, where i feel so alone, so gutted. i don like it at all.. i start to regret my decision of not going into tp, where at least i can hold on to some anchor in the life i left behind. But, now nothing can be done anymore.. Nothing will be able to fan down my uncertainties and my wave of insercurities.. nothing. My first step out, a brand new beginning! A place with no past, only the future holds!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Todae is my official last day at IRAS! this is a sunday and my first sunday aft working for so long to com back for work.. the wholr atmosphere on a sunday was so very slack, and the calls were so little.. one whole day onli 16 calls.. quite pathetic i wud say.. So everyone was jus like slacing around and a number of them.. were..*ahem* playing wif my phone the soccer game which i hav no idea how to play.. And as a result, my phone batt went flat.. haa.. ok.. now to the other subject, since the call rates were at a low, yvonne say that we can go off early.. so we went off at 2.. And i say goodbye to everyone-- 'hey, farook still owe me a choc, though he say he wan to gif me money go buy myself but dun wan la..', den to de whole grp of them, to yvonne who oso wish me all the best in my course and say wat i got the mass comm face.. haa.. dunno wat's dat.., oh and sadly i din manage to bid goodbye to sau hing n kaval.. well well..i guess i will still see them at the bbq.. but aft the goodbyes, i became quite nostalagic.. its jus plain missing everyone of the faces which i see almost everyday for the past 2 months, missing the great moments i hav everyday of my work,talking to those nice, rude,irritating,warm kinds of tp,times i spend irritating everyone and so much more... tmr, i wake up.. i will feel so wierd, not in the office, not seeing those farmiliar faces.. (though more sleep time for me! haa..)Some people might not really like the job scope but to me its another kind of experience, another 'rung' in my life and jus maybe it is because i jus love communication.. haa..It all sums up to what you want, not the other way round!
we came as individuals, we emerge as comrades..
Remembering my first day at IRAS, i was like quite bored by all those training and at the job scope.. i'm thinking to myself: "why do ppl hav to file taxes? why are all the computations so complicated?".. Still remembering my first day, where sau hing ask us to self intro and ask what's our fave fruit, yvonne's tour around the workplace, and kaval's telling us bout e-filing.. It all seem as if they happen jus yesterday..Then, the period of time when i m transferred to do ptp for a period of time i m thinking of quitting early as its very bored there.. yet, now i get to know another great bunch of frens.. And when the second batch and third batch ppl arrived, i get to noe another great bunch of ppl who makes my life during this period of time even more vibrant and colourful..
It's the ppl that makes my life during this period a wonderful experience. After the bbq, we might all go our seperate ways, each of us armed with a new mission to accomplish, a task to fulfil.. Ten years down the road, we might not even meet each other again but i jus want to say that this 2 months hav been the most fulfilling in my life.. i hav learnt a lot from you people. To my 3 dear sups, thank you for all u hav taught me.. haa.. We might not meet again, but this whole job experience will always be part of my life..
I don like to feel attached to anything but i cant help myself with you people!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Thursday, April 13, 2006
todae is like norm day jus dat very bored de whole day, doing backroom job gt one great advantage, can slack a little and don hav to rush to pick up calls to hit target.. ytd, i even hit this high target of 82 calls fer one whole day.. so darn proud of myself, can? cuz its been like once put down, den din even rest much n de phone blares off the hook again.. woah.. so its been really teadious.. So today, i take a back seat and do backroom stuff like extention of dateline( for those tp who really cant file earlier and hav to wait for the filing dateline to be near before doing anything.. typical!), and oso on some updating of address.. oh, and todae a lot of time to slack and i keep irritating ppl la.. haa.. n farook keep telling somr lame jokes like what shakesphere, stonefish,seahorses.. chee seng oso joined in on being lame lol.. haa.. really had a hilarious time though most of the stuff so ridiculous.. oh.. and miss beckham la.. now he moved away lo.. nobody to let me irritate, cuz onli he will not say anything when i irritate, the rest will sure find of some witty remarks to throw back on me laah.. wa.. evil ppl lol..
So ok.. time really flies, when i first joined IRAS, i thought that it wud be a boring job where we hav to face the com and type away everyday, but lo and behold.. its quite different.. i hav learnt a lot of stuff in public relations, techical issues, communication skills and hav met quite a great bunch of ppl(though they keep bullying me.. haa.. but well, i jus ignore..) and supervisors.. to me, it has all been a great experience.. a life encounter.. well.. these grp of frens i hav met might jus be a passing phase but i will rem de friendship forever.. it is not a bond to be broken jus like that.. i might be deemed sentimental, but who cares, these are really my heartfelt words.. so no matter what i will still say so.. heeZ..
my philosophy today: don like something, someone too much because the greater u like it the more disappointing it will be, the more hurt u will experienced.. be it the actions or the words that slice ur heart..
And the more u feel attached to someone, to something, the harder it is to leave, the pain will be greater..
And, the more expectations u hav of someone, of something.. the greater will the disappointment..
Life is always a way in another.. there's nothing that's all perfect!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Monday, April 10, 2006
ok.. de day started off norm, as in quite dull.. when i came into de room, first time its so quiet.. ok.. den aft a while, things started getting upbeat.. all cuz of dat disgusting person called chee seng hu tried to trick me twice in a day.. can u believe it? someone as evil as him.. n he goes to np oso... jus dat he's a grad lo.. super irritating.. ok.. so he asked me what is sugardaddy.. n i was like "huh? what's dat?".. den they keep laughing.. so i ask mr.officer-- zul.. guess wat he told me.. he said that is someone with diabetes.. n i actually believed him,, so i continued asking if there's sugarmommy? Apparently, he came out wif some sorta lame tink too, which i din managed to catch.. And when i told chee seng n alex what is sugardaddy.. they roared in laughter.. woah.. as in practically 'roar'.. i m still blurred.. den aft a while this 'joke' which is on me, gets spreaded across the room.. n those hu heard were in hysterics, n it was like everyone noes except me.. wa, frustrating n embarassing.. but in de end some kind soul tell me the real meaning: someone hu is loaded n has a mistress.. smth like dat..
ok.. now, de next episode.. went to long john wif the usual gang fer lunch n u noe wat? tis band from superband contest sat next to us n when wy tried to tell me i was like.. huh? then she has to repeat so many times den finally when i understand, i look over n de guy was like laughing lo.. funny la..
ok.. now fast forward to almost the end of the day, i gt pranked again lo.. tis time de caller is jai... he say he is mr.ban and dat he say smth like he called last week n he hav not received his form n dat i shld rem him.. if i don even rem his name den how to send him from.. wa.. a lot of crap lo.. serious.. n i fell fer it again.. so bad la.. wa... den aft dat, gt wat kinda PEACE meeting.. to tok bout de bbq stuff i guess.. but i too tired so jus went home,, haa.. so ok.. end my day..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Sunday, April 09, 2006
today hav to get up super early.. apparently, today muz go offer prayers for my granddad at sin ming drive.. so wake up very early to set off so as to beat the traffic.. but still no matter how early, de traffic is still de same.. de traffic win hands down! hee..we r stuck in my uncle's lorry for like so long n de air is humid to the extreme... but it has been great toking to my cousin.. i dunno y but i like toking to my cousin.. it is he hu motivated me to work harder, to take spanish courses... to work hard to get into a uni aft my poly.. ok.. n he talked to me about taking SATs and i admit a m quite tempted to do so.. jus to find out where i stand.. but i fear the part on maths.. i m not a very good mathematician u noe.. yep.. so well..
ok.. thereafter, went back home... dog-tired! (woof..) then, i callled rou to meet up at mac lo.. wanted to try connecting my internet dere but it goes to no avail.. nothing..*zilch*.. aft carrying my ibook which really weighs a ton though its already one of de lightest among all de ibooks.. no nothing.. why.. so cheng suggested going to the IT store at de third storey heartland mall to ask.. but when i ask, the person says hav to buy a card to slot into de ibook.. that is onli for wireless connection outdoors.. and it costs 68 bucks, can u believe it? aft spending so much on my ibook, i still hav to get this.. argh.. its just so troublesome.. why? So well.. cant do much..
So, went to the I.P. zone at the second storey n wanted to buy the long sleeve shirt i saw de last time i went dere.. but all's sold out.. every single piece in every store in singapore.. so sad.. i hav been looking at getting the shirt for so long.. well.. so i saw another nice tank top n reserved it over at marina square first, to avoid any 'mishap'.. oh.. and just a sec ago, rou called, saying that she called back I.P. zone and they say no more stock, de com has a prob n gif de wrong info.. wa.. so great.. so all back to zero! nah.. a bad day..
Tmr gotta hav work again.. a bit tired of the early travelling i guess.. Ahh.. jus hav to strive on first. .reaching the end soon! runners don gif up halfway, neither do i..ok.. though i'm not a runner.. but i hav de spirit of one!.. kEeX..)
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Saturday, April 08, 2006
sat07/04: wa.. this day work as per norm.. den i learn so many small tidbits of info lo.. like from farook n beckham, they say that alex ferguson de man united coach is knighted.. as in by the queen.. so amazing.. jus a football coach n he gets knighted by de queen.. that's really an honour.. oh.. den thae say zul oso knighted by de govt of singapore.. den i don believe n confronted him bout it.. apparently its true.. he's an officer.. quite a high rank in army i guess.. n he so don look like it.. haa.. so when i see him now i always call him officer.. haa.. funny.. ok.. oh,, and i gt tis new info, which apparently other ppl already noe n don seem amazed by my 'discovery': tis tp calls and ask bout some stuff and in de end she wants to send de documents over so i told her de address but i she appeared quite shocked n say that we shifted place from fullerton dere to novena? den realisation dawned on me that last time de income tax building was at fullerton district.. amazing lo.. ok.. den at nite went to cp to ask for help on my internet.. n de person cant provide any info lo.. so quite useless la... den i saw ms neo n ms lee at cp.. haa.. so fun la.. ms neo first question to ask me was bout my specs.. y get these kind of specs.. haa.. oh.. den she n ms lee ask bout wat i m doin now lo.. n i told ms neo i got into mass comm.. i feel so proud telling her cuz i rem dat when as classwork she ask us to write smth bout dunno wat.. n i say i hoped to be able to get into mass comm.. i did it.. n i feel happy.. haa.. den i called de system helpdesk at nite n waited fer practically half an hour.. to get to an officer n check my modem say wat not compatiable wif mac browsers n hav to update my modem.. so sick la...
sun8/4: went back to work so early in de morn.. really feel like sleeping.. super tired.. i came so early todae.. went in onli see yvonne n sy.. haa.. so i m de second one lo.. wa.. not bad.. den ok.. cut to de slack.. aft work.. sy so good ah.. acc me spend my long hrs cuz hav to wait fer my cousin at paragon n i don erally noe how to go la.. so well.. we went to eat at fish n so. and i m so amazed by wat i see.. its quite special.. de drink is de best called-- sea monkey.. so big is de glass dat even when we share we cant finish it.. haa.. so ok.. aft dat we walk around orchard.. oh, n i went to wheelock place first time todae.. n its so amazing.. de shops all like so new lo.. n in a glass tower.. haa.. ok.. i look so stupid neva having gone dere before.. but hey.. now i do.. ok.. so lata meet my cousin, buy my sch bag.. shop a little n off i went home--- result: dog-tired! argh..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Thursday, April 06, 2006
So well.. today so great.. can sleep till so late.. a nice long sleep really helps.. haa.. den when my dad return from work,.. went to take my dear ibook.. actually thot when reach cineleisure will be late.. n gd tink i ask tis 'irritating' person which stop to alight lo.. if not even later.. haa.. so ok.. thanks to tis person la.. aiyo.. so aft collecting my ibook.. got tis darn long briefing on how to use thst.. and aft hearing fer so long.. still din really catch how to use it.. haa.. hav to figure it out myself.. n de internet connection ish so confusing.. n hav to consultso many ppl la.. wa.. so great.. ok.. de ibook.. is so beautiful.. all white.. purity in its purest form..
ok.. so aft dat met ak n go shop lo.. went far east.. wa.. n gt my shirt.. haa.. de pic is so nice.. din regret getting it.. n de days of sch starting r getting nearer, need to get my clothes n stuff ready.. since i might be working till de end.. so.. really a very tight schedule... or maybe, jus maybe i shld quit earlier? hmm.. undecided.. ok la.. so tired la.. shop whole day.. well.. practically.. n now my legs r really pain.. plus de rain.. drenched.. so if tmr neva go fer work.. will noe y.. haa..
ok.. a short blog.. tired now.. hav to go get some precious sleep.. tata..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
ok.. todae came in myself.. den i forget to bring my pass or rather i cant find in my bag.. den when i reach de building, hav to go to de first storey instead of b1.. ok.. i mean i don mind.. but de frustrating tink is dat de lift i take though dere's this button inside fer de 6 storey but it doesnt seem to be working.. n too bad i m already in de lift when i found out how useless de button is.. so hav to take de lift up to de 15 storey as someone in de same lift as me pressed on 15.. so ok.. aft dat get out of de lift to take another one down to 2nd storey.. And take another one up to my final destination.. wa.. wat is this? cant believe it.. good tink i m on time! haa.. cuz neva com wif 'dunno hu' arh.. so i m early.. haa.. kidding.. So de day started as per norm.. but morn do more of backroom work.. updating of add.. so call rates were low fer me.. but hey hey.. in de end.. i still managed to catch up wif beckham.. i gt 60.. he gt 45.. haa.. sorry.. a bit arrogant here.. but all for fun onli.. no offense.. but i din cheat k.. all hard work... Oh.. and i learn a lot bout mac todae.. still gt what panther, jaguar, tiger tink.. den what sarfari... i still tink i prefer zoo.. haa.. ok..Oh..And heard dat they r organising a bbq.. organiser:alex, booking of pit: tomo, f n b: slope.. haa... funny lo.. den alex still so good, say that he's going to com fetch me in his lorry.. cuz i dunno how to go east coast myself... den prob fetch a few of us oso la.. haa.. ok.. looking forth to dat.. haa.. goin to be a veri big 'event' cuz so many ppl goin.. but dat's till nxt sat... so still gt a week plus to go.. till then.
ok.. next, audrey, when i say patience is a virtue u contradicted me in saying otherwise.. say what if everyone has patience den nothing will be done.. but its not true.. according to a wise person's philosophy(haa.. me..), if ppl hav no patience den wont de world be in chaos, where everybody hurry to do stuff.. hurry in everything we do... tempers arise.. a lot of mishaps will happen.. de world will den not be a habitat for humans.. everyone will end up in savage.. which will be an unsightly sight.So, my philosophy is therefore proven! bingo..
ok.. And in my observation, i conclude that i learn quite a lot in phone calls from de mass.. like poor people, i learn to understand what they r goin thru.. how our system onli allows windows 2000 n above but these poor ppl cant afford to upgrade their coms.. they will be like crying to us.. den for those cases where son in jail, husband handicapped.. all sorts of scenario.. it makes me really sad for them but yet we cant do much except to lend a listening ear to their grievances.. but yet for another grp of ppl whp thinks highly of themselves, they tend to be veri arrogant and demanding.. they called us up and expect that we follow their demands.. even repeated attempts at telling them its not possble, they will still be as stuborn as a mule.. they don like to be revoked.. they always think that they are better than us and never fails to diregard what we said.. And when the prob arises, they will refer back to us.. throw us the dirty dishes and complained about what we said.. thay are practically feeding words into our mouth.. how irritating is dat? And the worse tink is dat we cant shout and scream at them as they are 'always right'.. as it is de policy of the service sector! Then, one last grp of ppl are the ppl with big hearts, where they hav enough love, patience,kindness to go around.. they never fails to praise you and thank you for all ur help... polite as always in greetings and favours.. they are a bunch of ppl who makes ur life easier and more pleasant.. but yet, the best are always the least.. good things don come often.. So you see.. i have really learnt a lot.. the three different sides of human nature and our society.. The world hav to consist of all these ppl.. all in diff proportions, different ratios.. human's nature!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
woah.. i m so gonna burst from embarrassment lo.. so super dots.. dotty.. As related to de prank on arpil fool day, there's a sequel to that.. a super irritating sequel which make me blush like mad! as known they playedde ngee ann poly trick on me.. den they recorded de whole conversation in farook's mp3.. n pass de mp3 around de room.. n practically de whole side of that room.. my side noes bout tis can? n they r like laughing so bad la.. den today whole day cant look farook in de eye lo.. wa.. what is this? yuks... So super irritating.. i hav neva been so fooled completely.. farook really wins heads down!
ok.. And i tink i might be quitting my work nxt week.. fri might be my last day.. haven tell de sups yet though.. hav to tink carefully first.. aiyo.. i m really so darn confused.. but i tink i deserved a rest like go orientation.. though dunno which to choose yet.. den go fer sch.. start sch a new fresh beginning.. fresh start.. where i noe nobody in my course.. well.. hope all goes smoothly though..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Monday, April 03, 2006
todae, early in de morn go into de room still alright.. den mr.trouble came.. de one hu pranked me.. disgusting farook.. everytime i see his face now, i m reminded of tis prank.. argh.. n i will start laughing can? so duh.. n once faiz com even worse.. n when i walk around de room.. seems like so many ppl noe bout tis tink.. n keep asking me if i got call ngee ann..argh.. i m so utterly embarrassed lol.. all's farook's fault.. haa.. so 'great' man! And today, my calls hit high target... 62.. haa.. nice number ppl.. neva before.. a miracle in de making! yipee.. And the phone practically rang non stop except a period when i phone gt prob.. den it rested.. good old phone!
ok, today's entry will be short.. nothing much to say.. jus work n all.. i m so bored at de routine of my day.. no excitement.. though i luv my job.. haa.. i m so super contradicting myself..ok.. end here for de time being.. needa go help someone tink of some ideas.. haa.. my pleasure! hee..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Saturday, April 01, 2006
1/4 sat: de day starts with me waking up darn early to go to work.. practically hav to drag myself out of bed, cuz de time fer tmr is 0800 instead of 0830..argh.. so tired n hav to bathe n all.. surprised i din fall asleep inside the toilet.. n i m out of de hse at bout 7.. despite my delaying.. grr.. so aft which, took train to work.. still thot i too early n delay going up to da room.. but surprised! when i went up... de lights r all on.. n so many ppl dere already.. haa.. ok, den work as per norm.. n e calls r all long n technical.. either ask us to teach de whole process of e-filing over de phone or download some crappy java tink.. wa... but nvm.. n de morn shift gt no that noisy bunch of ppl.. still thot can play a joke on them, but guess in de end- nothing! but chee seng n jai are super irritating n disgusting.. keep hi-5 here n dere.. i tink when mon rolls, de whole room will noe bout tis.. jus like those rumours they r spreading..
and aft dat went shopping wif rou, audrey,hl.. ate at pastamania.. n de pasta ish super nice.. luv it.. but not filling though.. So, ok.. next at bugis we practically combed every corner of the place.. bugis village.. (where de sec level i almost get lost when i wonder on my own..haas), den parco.. wa... seea lot of things n m so tempted to get.. but hav to budget myself though.. so jus bought a pair of jeans aft much consideration... haa.. n some accessories.. well.. aft dat, took some neo prints n head home.. by then,i m so dog-tired n my legs threatened to gif way.. actually gonna thot of goin to de gym de nxt day but well.. seems dat tis day's exercise is enough..
ok.. now to de 'best' part.. i m so 'april-fooled'.. by those disgusting ppl la.. called me from de phone at work.. at bout 8 plus to tell me say callin from ngee ann student services centre n that my documents r not in order, like my ic i din put in.. wa.. n to tink i actually believed.. i still say wat like yep..i din put in my ic.. den thay ask me to call tis mr.bala at another no.. which is such a fake no... argh.. den i nde end i still stupidly call back de number they called me on.. not knowing that is my work place number.. till when farook says: good evening, e-filinf helpline.. den it dawned on me that i m pranked! wah.. i really cant bear to look them at de face on mon la.. but really hav to hand it to them to tink of tis prank.. so sick!
ok.. now.. finished on my recollections on my sat day... lata hav to go draw up a shopping list.. den jus listen to some songs i guess.. todae my rest day.. i m so not goin to be moving anywhere.. i seriously need to break from all.. but asking me to quit my job for rest.. hmm.. well.. i don really tink i wud do so.. at least fer now.. haa.. All i wan now is to relax n watch tv at nite.. And oh... tokin bout tv.. de ending for the show- shooting stars on channel 8 is like so super irritating.. incredulous.. din even show any ending.. waste my time! haa..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
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