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woah... rou all ur fault lo.. make me nervous la.. say wat de moe letter de asking to be teacher stuff.. is wat smart ppl den will get de.. now make me worried so much lo... den wat next wk get results.. wa.. i more nervous le... scary la... haa... wa.. block out tis info first... calm down la.. Ahhh....
den now watchin so nice videos of 5566 o.. realise the four of them realli gt a lot of team spirir between them lo.. a good bunch.. den watchin these clips make me feel like closer to them, see the real side of them.. haa.. so happy la.. ok... lata goin to hougang mall get some stuff lo.. tata.. a short one!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Sunday, January 29, 2006
buenos tardes.. haa.. i will start wif this fabulous pic of my fave person... yea.. ok.. start from new year eve,watched 5 hrs of tv consisting of 5566 though.. so super happy... thanx rou fer telling me... i absolutely stayed glued to the tv lo.. they are so funny and xie zhi so cool lo... veri professional in whatever he does... haa... den de game show--<<>> super funny la... wa... all in all... an afternoon well- spent.. rite siping? spend the same afternoon as me... haa.. so happy.. gay... yea...den did a lot of preparation and am so tired.. stay up till about one plus.. den msg ppl at the crack of dawn.. yip... but well... tis day pass fast.. is the flash of lightning.. over,,, the next day...
yep, its first day of chinese new year.. woah... get dragged out of bed early inthe morn lo.. super tired, considering wat time i slept last nite lo... but well, went to my neighbours for visiting,, den ok, collected angbaos... (but, hey this yr little though) haa... den around afternoon went to my gran's hse fer steamboat and sorts gathering.. played cards, gamble in other words.. well.. losing streak fer me... lost bout 2 dollars.. better than my bro i guess.. haa... but cuz i plaed in little amts.. so stayed till nite and came home... then, watch tv--<<>>... nice show.. realli.. but so sad lo.. i even weep when the little gurl die and the king cant be wif anna even when he loves her more than any of his concubines... all cuz of some customs and traditions rituals between them... this kinda restriction seperates them... so unfair... (ok, too caught up in it)..
Todae.. second day of chinese new year... wake up early again.. went visiting my the other aunt.. woah.. so many ppl dere when we go.. den they keep saying cant rec me... or what too thin den ask me go eat more.. but not my prob oso mah... too bad.. but funny though... after that came back home eat lunch and here i am... goin off to watch some realli nice videos next..
But here.. wishing 5566. xiezhi, mingdao and all... all.. who reads this a veri happy chinese new year! may the new year brings better prospects for all... let's rise and embrace thias occassion wif joy... haa.. (P.S. a bit cranky.. opps) tata...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Friday, January 27, 2006
woah, morning went back to sch... den so bad la.. first tink see mr lim n ms pey and the bad tink is ms pey say when she first see me walk by side gate cant rec me den thot i was late fer sch lo... wa... so bad la.. den mr lim even better.. haa.. he say in front of 1I class dat i oso in their class lo... still say i sec one eh.. wa.. super funny lo.. make me feel like diggin a hole n hide lol... haa.. nvm, jus super funny la... Ooo.. den ms lee so good, gave us ang bao.. (wif choc inside).. haa.. better than nothin.. den almost whole of our class go back lo.. den go visit ms neo, tink she quite shocked.. haa.. fun.. den when mr mok came down the stairs jus as we were bout to go find him den the whole bunch of us clap.. dat's like totally so crazy la..but yet fun! yip.... still gif us choc n sweets lol.. so good ah.. but too bad no mr song lol... actually still look forth to seeing him when i take my results lo.. but well.. too bad.. haa.. hope he's happy in his new sch lol... en don get bullied like how we'bully' him la.. haa.. jk...
Oh.. den at nite watch the story on - love concierage... fab story... then both the guy Lance and Jie Kuan all so good to her, den when i wan to decide wat endin i would like for her veri diff to decide lo..( okie, though i not de director), but well, realli lol.. now tis endin though veri sweet but yet feels sad for the Lance guy who jus stay by her side even if he knew she don like him and change for her.. that is jus so beautiful lo.. but yet, jie kuan keep persisting and is such a caring and romantic soul.. wa.. realli too much la.. no bad guy lo.. haa.. okie.. i get too caught up by it lol.. better stop now.. haa...
tata.. Happy Chinese New Year... to all.. and all...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Monday, January 23, 2006
this morning jus went over to ntuc to buy some new year goodies wif my mom lo... so heavy.. cant believe jus a few packets of sweets and stuff can be such a load.. woah... but hey. its better than yesterday... my journey yesterday: went to kovan to meet fang and cheng fer lunch, than dash home to fetch my sis from school, then dash out from home to go cp to meet cheng to shop fer some stuff, then dash home to go over to my aunt hse to deliver some new year goodies wif my mom n sis, lastly went to hougang mall lib for a few books... woah... fascinating journey arhZ! but. well.. i found a special book ytd.. is by lurlene McDaniel her new book known as: Angels in Pink-- kathleen's story.. is realli a veri nice story... so great i found it.. now lookin for the other two sequels.. haa
ok, here.. i will attach something eye-catching... ppl, don stare at my new find too long! it's plain rude.. hee.. jk And my acknowledgements to tengwan.blogspot.com for this fabulous pic...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Ohla... i m back!! yestarday had such a tiring day but well.. i m so pleased with what i saw at the open hse at Tp esp, cuz when we went dere the ppl were like so high lo, gt a certain hyper ambience that makes you want to rave with them... they even did a mass dance.. so superb. everyone was like so close-knitted.. haa.. then went to look at a few courses scuch as the business and design school... i saw the course of my dream... Communications and media management.. So cool! got those high-tech studios, with equipment that certainly take my breath away.. haa... den de design school oso so fab, esp de architectual interior design course... woah... shld see those models the students create, wont even believe its possble... but i most certainly am so not cut out for this kinda design stuff though i am realli so intersted in houses.. interior.. haa.. too bad.. am so not gifted in this line... But still waiting to see Ngee Ann poly open hse... still believe that's the place for me to be in! but well, it kinda depends on my english grades lo.. oh,, Aft Tp, we went to NyP but that's like when they were about to close lo.. this sch has its perks and glamour of course... there are even eye-catching performances.. but the impression it gifs me as we tour on is that the school kinda dull and lacks a certain vibrancy... but well, who am i to judge, cuz we went late, lots of the activities muz hav been carried out.. jus gonna blame on ourselves.. nah..At nite still have to go help my aunt they all carry drinks .. as in by cartons.. can u believe its so heavy.. there.. my day.. super tired fer sure...
Then. todae, this early morning.. had a bad swim.. everyone was like so good, even those mall kids... but hey, i stopped for like one mth, no water, no strokes, no nothin fer one month, i am sure to be in a bad shape... well, jus a rotten mood... when a sport can be so fun yet so bad when we take it from diff sides.. realli puzzles me... y? Y do ppl like competing? y can we jus swim at our own pace... relax... now, tis makes me reconsider about takin swim class... jus don like all the competition.. i know ppl say competiotion is for greater improvement... but to me, it is so not.. its jus an emotional tink, takin away all the joy that i once got.. hmm.. well.. jus hav to see how fer now i guess...
Here, a gingundo long entry... haa... tata..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i wont give up, take my hand... because of your love as my pledge, however far the dream is, i will chase, not caring what dangers there are in front... it will sure be a blue sky... i wont give up... woah.... a fabulous song... after repeat findings... finally,,, i m so happy...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
hmm... ok.. so what shall i say? i spend a greatdeal of a time renovating my blog... now, it's finally complete... so happy, in a gingundo way... in an extreme awy.. woah... ok.. though i muz sorta thank fang fer her help in making this possible(opps, don be too proud ah, fang... jus a little praise lo...) haa... but aft dat hard work i am so feeling great,,, And after choosing such a nicesong somemore.. yea... but still trying to find if there are 5566 songs instead...(no offence to jesse Mccartney) haa.... so much crap from me..
Oh... and i receive a letter from my pen-fren, so happy... i dunno go see what website den got to know this pen fren...well, anyway its only the first letter so wont expect so much... but hey, a fren from another country... feels great...
ok, got to go do some stuff... hail to the prince!
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
i just know i hav made your life miserable, by entering it... but to me those are happy moments.. i know time and guilt are two factors affecting me... but yet i have nothing more to do to seal back the wound i hav caused. Forgetting is not as easy as what you said, and i agree.. totally. because i have tried a similar approach, and believe mi it is not effective. I am not cold- blooded, i have my emotions, my feelings too... miss the feel of having you around again..
but will time heal all wounds?
ok... here i start my day by being dragged to kovan by my parents supposedly to shop for new year stuff but was like not so in de end.. haa... jus buy my mom stuff.. so boring lo... early in the morning somemore... oh.. and todae is someone's b'dae... hmm... ok.. so happy b'dae.. you are now older than me.. hee..
so, tata...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
woah, early in the morning i start watchin the mvs from ge dou tian wang soundtrack... so fabulous lo... i see de look of determination on xie zhi's face... smth nice.. den de whole mv veri sweet and moving lo.... thanks to sp i get to watch... haa... After that, veri high lo.. .so continue watchin de first and second albums mvs... den realise de first album de mv is de best.. ..esp in de song wu shuo wei.... because they all seem so young, full of energy and their multi- million smile were like so captivating.. overall, a realli nice start to my day... ealli great... woah... cant stop raving about them.... tata...
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
well, todae went to cp wif cheng and fang just to crash around and sorta eat lunch.. oh.. at Jack's Place somemore... great eh? it's so filling lo... so super full... bloated is prob the word to describe lo... still have to wait till 1.30 for the student meal lo.. wa... long wait eh.. but aft that go walk walk den go meet sp for my fave 5566 disc.. haa.. den jel, jankin, n lincoln all tag along.. woah.. muz be nice fer a certain someone ah... haa... jk lo... Oh... den ended up goin into starbucks for coffee and sorta lounge over there fer like two hours lo.. woah.. we super pro arhz... Jus sit there talk bout stuff like poly courses lo... can talk so long eh.. haa.. but so relaxing.. don even feel like getting up to leave lo... nice ambience!
Oh... and to jel: don despair over how you cant adapt to jc life lo.. you will get used to it.. don worry so much.. jus go play and enjoy and well.. work hard lo...( heh.. or u miss havin me around rite? haa...)
Woah.. quite a nice day in particular..
Oh.... my list for the things to get before i go to poly... List: 1) I-pod 2) phone 3)sling- bag 4)addidas jacket 5)And.... lata daen add when i know what i want.. haa..
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
well, now i'm constantly updating my blog... care to noe why? that's cuz i am currently in a state of confusion, not knowing what step to take.. not really knowing what i want... there are two jobs fer me to choose... should i take a short dist but lower pay waitress job or a higher pay but longer dist job? somehow i like de shorter dist one, but yet de longer dist one is sort of a govt job, i do not know if i say no to them will i be considered for future posts after the completion of my studies.... hai... two problems caused a chaotic universe within me....
Oh.. then what about the choices to make regarding what courses to choose from... Oh my... it's so problematic.. well, when did my world turn out to be so so complicated...
And last problem, i haven got my pay from my previous employment and i have been desperately messaging my two supervisors of which to no avail.... Are thay sort of avoiding my calls? why oh why? I am now so trapped between my problems... Will my gallant prince jus rescue me from this rumble... gallop away on your black beauty! hail to the prince....
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Saturday, January 14, 2006
prejudices, bias feelingsthe world is full of them...all woven into a thick blanket of cruelty and darkness the human heartfull of thorns and bushesunfathomable lies, helplessness everyday life upon a hectic cityof dark souls,who will reach me?the stress i'm crying outthe anger i'm bottling...when ? when? feels like a fishstruggling, gasping for breathin a net with poison ivy No one believes meno one pitys methe world just resumed its revolutionleaving me in the drunken busheswhere my world is a spinof confusion and sorrows rooted in the hearth of it allme, myself...No..... Only me, only iwill change my own destinymy fate and its cruelty.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
I especially like this pic of him cause this is just radiating the vitality of life... so full of vigour in those eyes... This is when he is the prince.... in My MVP Valentine.... Superb yea?
Beauty in the eye of the beholder;
Woah, yesterday was totally fab... Got to see my dear xie zhi 2 times.. yea... ok.. though its on tv lo, but well its better than nothin lo.. N i get super high aft watchin lo... at 3pm got shao nian te gong dui, de variety show, which is super hilarious and totally funky.. not forgettin that in the show they realli show a real, lively side of them... so great were their facial expressions lo... then, at night got the show Kang Xi Lai Le.. where Sun Xie Zhi appeared as a guest, and he talked about his life as a star, how great 5566 means to him.. is realli veri touchin and shows a very real side of him, which i like... He's like a fictional prince charming to me... someone I know who is not possible to be with yet whose character is what that impresses me... He's what i will want in a guy in the future.. ha.. too bad he dosent know how to play the piano or else.... I will sure fall for him.. .I do have a soft spot for guys who plays piano.. I dont know why but they just attracts me... But well, i guess having him as a big bro is not bad too.. i just want a big brothe who care for me, as I am the eldest in my family now so.. I cant have that.. hee... okie... enough bout tis... Tata
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